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SParky :	(05 October 2009 - 12:01 AM) It is indeed, around 9pm it sold out, resales over coming weeks
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death and all it's glory

Posted by SParky , 24 December 2008 - 08:48 AM

first off let me start by saying that I figure that I suck at blogging, I post for a while and then just randomly stop for ages
it's not like I haven't got things to talk about, cos I have, I just don't bother.

Anyway, let me get on with this post

Today I feel rather shit
It's hard to describe how I am feeling, but I'm gonna try

Yesterday, on of my grandfather's died.
Yesterday I was just numb, and I suppose I am still, but in a more clear way.

I don't feel sad that he has died - I know that's really strange, but I just don't
It was certainly his time and maybe I don't feel sad about it because I prepared myself for it in some weird way.

I feel sad for the rest of my family and how they are feeling.

I feel.......just numb, I thought by writing things down it would help, but all I feel is numb

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